for my everything
the name I whisper when
the world goes quiet
— a poem, only for you
Before I found your name,
my heart already knew
the shape of you.
You did not walk into my life —
you were already there,
hiding in every beautiful thing
I had ever loved.
In the first rain of June,
in the last light before dark,
in every song that made me feel
too much to say aloud —
that was you.
It has always been you.
— written with all the love I know how to give
— a letter from my heart
There are things I feel for you that I do not have language for yet. Not because the words don't exist — but because nothing ordinary feels big enough.
You are not just someone I love. You are the reason I notice beautiful things. The way rain sounds on a quiet night. The way morning feels when everything is still. You showed me all of that — simply by existing.
Your name — Tohina — lives in me like a prayer I say without thinking. Like breathing. Like something I was always meant to carry.
I am not a perfect person. But I know this with perfect certainty: in every version of my life, in every world I could have lived — I would have found my way to you.
You are my home. You are my favorite thought. You are my everything.
— what you are to me
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